I realized today that I expect too much from people and am always, always disappointed. Just once I wish someone would text me and ask to hang out rather than the other way around. Those “someone”s are the people I thought were my best friends. I see now it’s not always going to be that way… already, at just 20 years old, I can feel the cord tethering us together loosening every day and I’ve been ignoring it. But it’s happening and I need to except it. I hate getting older and moving on but it’s no longer an option anymore. This is life.