I realized today that I expect too much from people and am always, always disappointed.  Just once I wish someone would text me and ask to hang out rather than the other way around.  Those “someone”s are the people I thought were my best friends.  I see now it’s not always going to be that way… already, at just 20 years old, I can feel the cord tethering us together loosening every day and I’ve been ignoring it.  But it’s happening and I need to except it.  I hate getting older and moving on but it’s no longer an option anymore.  This is life.

Had a breakdown today.  I don’t know what’s wrong with me.

Ever wish you could just start over? Like completely over?